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Vanessa.. 20 years old, Majoring in Criminal Justice at PSU.
I've been dating the most incredible guy for the last 5 years. And to my luck, he's finally home for good after a year long deployment.
Expect a lot of random tidbits of my life and loves posted on here :]
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WHY DO I ALWAYS PROCRASTINATE.
I’m pretty sure I’m shaving YEARS off my life this school year.
I went to bed at 3am, woke up at 5am for work. can’t sleep until I finish this huge assignment I put off…. due at noon. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
also… remind me to eat more solid foods, fruit and a bagel and soup plus coffee and a five hour energy shot…. NO GOOD. bad.bad.bad.
25 deep questions.
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1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
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2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
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3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
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4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
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5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
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6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
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7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
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8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
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9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
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10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
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11. Does love = sex?
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12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
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13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
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14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
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15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
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16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?
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17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
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18.Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
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19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
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21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
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22. Are you old fashioned?
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23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
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24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
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25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
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Solo Cups: Knowledge
I was curious about the lines on solo cups the other weekend and learned something amazing. This information should be taught in an intro class to all high schoolers and college students.
It turns out that the lines of the solo cup allows you to measure out a shot, a glass of wine, and a beer. This would have been ridiculously helpful during my partying years!
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I’ve got to keep reminding myself that no matter how hard this is it’s gonna be better for the both of us.
I’ve got to learn to be less selfish, less impulsive, and thoughtless. I want him but just because I do doesn’t mean it’s doing him any good. He needs time to be him without having to please my bratty needs. Maybe we can figure things out later on. What’s meant to be, will be…. Right?
But god, this sucks. Especially living by myself right now.
*cue loneliness. fuck.
I’m starting my application
for the Peace Corps. It’s the one thing I’ve wanted to do since middle school when I heard about it for the first time. I remember thinking how long it would be until I would be able to apply for the program… and now…. I can finally start taking steps toward making it a reality.
Just thinking about it is so exciting and so nerve-racking all at once. 27 months is a long time to be away from home and from everyone I love and care about. But the sacrifice is worth it. I wanna make a difference, truly make an impact in someone’s life and this is the perfect way to do so.
And it’s gonna hurt like crazy.
and I’m gonna miss you.
and I’m gonna want you back.
and I’m gonna crave to be held in your arms.
and I’m gonna miss all the things we did.
and I’m gonna wish you would have fought a little harder to make things better.
I would love to start over. (Source: Spotify)
processedspirits:
Mexico’s leading presidential candidate is handsome, popular and still a mystery.
If any of you are aware of what’s happening in the world, you should know about the protests in Mexico city. In Twitter, the hashtag #yosoy132 has been ‘worldwide trending topic’ for the last 4 days. The news appear in multiple american and european newspapers (washington post, NY times, El país Spain, huffington post…) but not in the mexican newspapers. The elections are getting closer and people are walking down the streets screaming for freedom and information. The main candidate Enrique Peña Nieto is just another product of the main television company and the old ruling InstitutionalRevolutionary Party, known as the PRI, which held Mexico’s presidency without interruption from 1929 to 2000, leaving the country in a state of corruption, economic crisis and violence.
Important facts about this candidate:
-Anonymous leaked important documents in which the main television company agrees to show Enrique Peña Nieto as the best option for the elections.
With millions of pesos involved of course.
-Wikileaks also showed important conversations about this candidate between the mexican and american government.
-In 2006, when this candidate was governor of the mexican state a massacre was held in Atenco, State of Mexico, in which hundreds of people were violently attacked, more than 20 women were raped and two kids were killed. The candidate never clarified what happened.
-A couple years ago, when a teacher took part of a gay march, the state government (PRI) knew about this and later, he got fired. After this, the teacher who had a doctorate in education for the disabled and was director of a center for the development of disabled youth talked to Enrique Peña Nieto who just said “the government hates fags”, after this the teacher was arrested. He spend months in a high security jail where he got raped multiple times in public areas. The reason? They said “you should not mess with the governor Peña Nieto”.
He had to go to the hospital and tried to report what happened, no one listened to him. He is now exiled in the usa where he cannot work.
I don’t want my leader to be corrupt, ignorant, homophobic and a fucking asshole.
So please sign this cause, or if you live in Mexico, go to the second protest this Wednesday and fight for your right to be informed.
If you want to help, just sign this petition so the UNITED NATIONS can inspect the transparency of the mexican elections.
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“It’s one of those things that people say, you can’t move on until you let go of the past. Letting go is the easy part, it’s the moving on that’s painful. So sometimes we fight it, try and keep things the same. Things can’t stay the same though. At some point, you just have to let go. Move on. Because no matter how painful it is, it’s the only way we grow.”
Meredith Grey (Grey’s Anatomy)(Source: guiferronatto)
I wish I had the strength
to just drive away from here without saying a word.
sigh…
I may be moving back home for the summer for the first time since moving out of my mom’s.
I love being around my family, but my hometown is SO SMALL and ugh, just gets old. Unfortunately house hunting has been a fail, so I have no choice and I have way too much shit to just crash at a friends. BLEH. It also means likely quitting my job here or taking a leave of absence.
why didn’t I just find a place for myself instead of a bunch of roommates who are in no rush to move out…
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